Do you know how it feels?
To watch someone you dear
Trust me there’s no thrill
A spectator is all you can ever be, I fear
It is like a movie, you see
Wherein “I can see you but you can’t see me”
You reach out and try to touch
Yet it’s like it’s extremely much
Do you know how it feels?
To have your dear’s eyes look through you
I’ll put it bluntly: it kills
Knowing you’ll never be part of the view
It is like you’re nothing but air
You exist but no one cares
You try to be at least a fog
Yet it’ll not work, attention can’t be hogged
Do you know how it feels?
To love someone from afar
Moments of glances you painfully steal
Your heart full of love yet with a scar
Do you know how it feels?
To pine for something you never had
To believe in something unreal
To try to make sense in something so mad
Well… I do
So much if only you knew
Everyday I’ve long for you
I know it sounds absurd
But I promise you it’s true
So now I say to you
Wherever you are; whatever you do
Always bear in mind; I’ll always be there for you
Whether you succeed or fail
Through lost and gain
I’ll always love you
Even from behind the curtain
About the Author: Camille started writing when she was 11 years old and since then she couldn't stop. Eventhough currently she is pursuing a different career, writing will always be a part of her.
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